I'm ShanShine♥

2011-08-20T21:02:00.003+08:00

2 more weeks to 6 month in china! finally!!

it seem so short yet so long!

this 6 month i have changes in my thinking.

learn lot of things. been finance and physically independent.

mentally??? idk. i do hope that i have turn to be a big gal now.

leon say: after this 6 month you will be a real women.

when you guys meet up with me. tell me whether i did change a not. okay?!

To : Mr R

i wanted to tell you this. but i dont know whether i still can hold on/ dare to promise you this.

2011-03-20T16:20:00.006+08:00

this is my block.

the area is sort of a condo. quite a nice area.

but our house at 23rd floor,

ytd went to Macau.

after that went for lunch

i meet this sweetie pie in KFC at a shopping mall ytd.

we was sitting next to each other.

she was damn cute.

she insist me to take a picture for her.

this sweetie pie firstly offer me a sweet.

then she come and ask me whether i have finish eating

then she went to qing fang and offer her a packet of tomato sauce.

because tomato sauce is her Favorite.

after that she went to grad a handful of fries and offer me.

then she saw my iphone, she ask me to take a picture for her.

her family try to stop her but i still took a pic with her.

she cuteness make my day!!

after that me and qing fang went to supermarket,

i felt like the both of us became very auntie.

we spent 2 hours in the supermarket and compare the price.

omg!!!

after this 2 hours we spent $200RMB = S$40.

things are too heavy, we end up took a cab home.

today we wake up at 3 plus.

wash up and do some housework.

went down to buy some veg.

come back home to cook dinner.

this is my weekend.

today is a diet day,

every dish serve are veg.

no meat at all. hahaha..

this is one of the drink selling in china.

NICE! i like.. serve it hot.

it keep me warm in such a cold weather here. =))

2011-03-18T19:03:00.003+08:00

i know i haven't been blogging for months.

i have let this space rot.

when i realize all this, i'm now in china.

months back i was excited over this 6 month trip.

weeks back i was scare to be here alone but i manage to handle it.

now i remember the day i left Singapore, leaving all my love ones there.

i feel lost.

to many, they felt that i was brave to decide this.

to many, they felt that i was just trying to prove something.

to many, they felt that i might not be able make it.

to many, they felt that i was fortunate to be here.

there are too many people for me to care.

but to me, i know/ i believe my love ones will support what i choice to do.

for this 6 month, i might be complaining a lot, i feel like why do i have to suffer here.

but i told myself i choose this path, i have complete this whole process. and i need to learn something here. i have to hold my tears. i have to take care of myself. compare to the people in japan suffering, i'n noting. i shall hold not regret.

coming to china alone need courage but i need more support from my love ones.

after coming to china, i have realize that people here are totally different from singpore.

they are not as nice as Singapore,

they are rude and uncultured people, dirty, no basic courtesy and more..

just a simple visa, i can't even complete by 2 week.

make a call to the center, they will refer to another center, when you call to the center,

they will ask you to call another center.

when you go to the office, they will say all kind of excuse to refuse your request.

e.g.your photo, your passport, your forms, your document ...

all kind of excuse they can come out.

i had been pissed by them.

they are a bunch of lazy and stupid people.

but i have to say that not all of them are like this.

luckily i have qing fang here.

she have been very nice and helpful to me.

but now i have to stamp my passport every 2 week. =(( i dun like to take boat.

and i will spent more $$. arggg..

p.s i miss you.

2010-09-21T15:25:00.001+08:00

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before I’m about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
‘Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Refrain - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
‘Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Refrain - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'm ‘na tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

[Refrain - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie.

p.s i love the way you are. not lie.

2010-09-10T01:35:00.002+08:00

when you stand up, Feeling strong
when you take the jump to feel the thrill
you feel like you're on top of the world
but when you fall Into deep sorrow and darkness
it's as alive can be
You are dead.

The fear

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

And i’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cause everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And its not my fault it’s how I’m programmed to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I’m gettin thinner

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear

can we just pretend that noting have change

2010-08-31T18:31:00.002+08:00

i'm alone now. stuck here.
wish someone will come and resure me real soon.
bring me food to eat. hungry hurhur.

reminder for myself:
*ling birthday. settle
liyana birthday can't make it so will make up a day with her soon.
wan man birthday celebration on 2 sept
mummy birthday on 28 sept
hagan and jaiver birthday celebration on 3 oct
*mooncake.settle
chalet food need to order by 10 sept
perpare for exam by 6 sept
save up money for Bali trip.

2010-08-27T17:54:00.000+08:00

ling 20th b'day celebration
we had fun a pit stop.
was cheap because there is a promotion for friday.
12 - 6pm games only $34(4 person package)
free flow of drink plus one finger food.
and during the game ling and juan play cheat!!
it does not matter as long as ling enjoy herself and love the present.

after pit stop me, mr uncle reuben, juan and leon went to haji lane to seesha.
before seesha me and reuben took some picture at the fav spot.

2010-08-23T17:41:00.003+08:00

after korea trip, the next two days i went out with mr uncle reuben.
went to buy ling present and walk around. visit my mum and etc.
simple outing but smiling happily.

life is that simple!

2010-08-21T16:12:00.010+08:00

korea trip 15 aug - 21 aug 2010
picture speaks a thousand words.
so let start with the "thousand words"

was sitting next to them, i didn't know them before we was on the plane. but they were fun.
4am in the plane. first korean meal
6 am in the plane
reach korea airport

in the bus sitting next to rachelle
find kimchi in this picture!
saw that, i love you on the roof top.
one of them birthday, korea candle very special (long and thin)
their night street.
day street
trust sunshine!! (read and you will understand)
our first night. *slept on the floor*

inside korea toilet (LOL)
we went out at night and took their train. this is their train ticket.
everland theme park on the 3rd day

after theme park we went to eat. lovely and sweet place. that is sam(he is a korean)
spot kimchi!
spicy rice cake

their korean dress.
the red shirt is our faci

group photo
spot kimchi
this is the only time i eat chicken. and i eat happily. thumb up!

kwee ching, she always make my day shine

this is what i bought for the whole 6 days trip. but half of it was gift.

there was more picture. but i was plain lazy to upload them. so you can help yourself in facebook photo for more detail.
anyway, korea trip was fun but tiring. i didn't had enough of sleep because we wanted to enjoy all the things in korea.
one more thing to share, i went to their hot spring. OMG!
they are all nude when they will hot spring-ing! haha. so am i because i pay for the hot spring. *shy* everyone of us saw each other nude body!! haha.

2010-08-14T18:11:00.003+08:00

went to ms with mr R
took the very first photo using my iphone.

thanks to him, i had my iphone now. will sure make good use of it during the korea trip.
and after which i went to east coast park to celebrate liping birthday. =)
hope she had a wonderful birthday celebration.

2010-08-04T16:40:00.004+08:00

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.

Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time.(hahaha.. this part damn true.) Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself. (hinting you)

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story. (haha, i'm a man soul living in a gal body. but true enough, i'm a boyfriend in a relantionship. someone will agree with me.)

She is clumsy (maybe) and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends(true true). She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services(true true, that why my bf need to buy and bring me good food). Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends (ops!)and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

this was from: http://forums.keeptouch.net/showthread.php?t=72657
go and read them, they are so f**king true. i can't help to laugh at it when i was reading at it because it was so true.

p.s today everyone pissed me off after school.

2010-08-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

korea trip awaiting.i seriously need and want it badly. school drives me mad and sick. however, i don't want to end my school life so soon. never wish to work because when work life starts = routine lifestyle. no more night life, no more school holiday, no more skipping lesson, no more eyes candy. no more shopping day with friend often. i seriously don't want to work. how i wish i can study for my whole life even though it is stressful to me but i enjoy. sound sadist but it is true.

anyway, i had a wonderful weekend. slack the whole time. did noting. isn't good? having noting to worry or do. just rest on the bed. wake up just to eat and use com. tired again, sleep. that's call life. but however right now at this moment i have to stay alone. but thanks to wifey she company me the whole night on the phone. if not i have not idea what to do.

now, i wish to hold a part time job with high pay. i know i'm contradicting myself. saying i don't wish to work but now say i wish to hold a job. but i need cash badly. if only money will drop from the sky. okok i know. wait long long... why i need cash because of korea trip, iphone( my phone cui to the max that why i needed one badly) birthday party, next year oversea trip to indo and now another new target, taiwan. work pls come to me...

p.s i need a job on weekend...

2010-07-28T16:09:00.001+08:00

sick.. still in school..
studies make me go mad..
sales make me go insane...
sickness make me gone @#$@#%$#^
arggg...
i need cash badly for :
-korean trip
-iphone(4G)
-shopping
god, help me!!!

i still need to complete my RJ, planning to skip lesson tml.
really need to take a break from all kind of work and relax..
i'm saying things that jumps everywhere..
this shows how sick i am.
arg.... help me..
$$$$$$$$

2010-07-27T15:06:00.001+08:00

i'm going for SOT.(student oversea trip)
need cash!!!

2010-07-13T12:40:00.003+08:00

postive thinking or negative thinking is up to me. because this is MY BLOG so just shut up and read if u wan to. anyway, i been up to noting recently. seem very quiet for me. need to stay back in school to go for talk, revise for my UT. everythings drawing nearer. damn. i haven't been blogging for ages so i blog when i'm bored in sch lesson. completely aimless now. okay i think i need to get back to work now. :)

2010-07-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

if i got a choice.
i wish to be rich, famous and pretty + brain and HOT!!

yes, i'm a fucking bitch. who go club, drink and smoke casually.not serious with relantionship.
because i wan to had enough of fun before i think i want to settle down. i know i've changed(but i think it is the genes that flow inside my blood and now i'm letting it out).but everyone change.and i change for the good. what ever you think it is please let me be who i want to be now. because everyone is young once in the life time. live the fullest.

i'm doing well in school. as least that is what i think. of course there is stress attract to it but i always manage to cope it well before friday. because i want to enjoy my weekend. :) i aiming for uni so i hope i can score better for my GPA. whatever it is i know my limits. study hard but play harder.

2010-05-11T16:05:00.001+08:00

waiting for evi to finish class..
she is taking a long time..
meanwhile i blog..
anyway, i am waiting for sat to come..
party party!!!

2010-05-10T10:56:00.001+08:00

loss of words...
not in the right state of my mind...
so beware and stay away from me..

2010-05-07T23:51:00.004+08:00

you thought that you given me everything in my life
but wait, where is the thing i need..
my time with my friends..
the moment of happniess with you and me..
the little dirty secret within us..
the peaceful time..
you thought you given it to me..

what i need is not just what you are giving me now..
i feel not happniess anymore..
what i see is quarrels and quarrels, weeks after weeks..
noting seem to be fine..
how long have we not fight over things..

i know i must have been very petty over every single things..
but u never seem to know the reason..
have u ever realise i dun like to talk to you any longer..
cause the longer we chat, things start to flow out again..
chances after chances..
we try to give in to each other plenty of times.. countless of them..

what do we end up with...
quarrels and cold wars..
i know you never give up..
but i'm tired to try again..

no worries, i'm fine.. able to control my emotion

2010-05-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

pissed..
no bbq cause of my throat
no movie cause got mother day celebration
no shopping because though got moive
no seesha because though got movie
so in the end i got no plan for friday night..
and now i know i'm a arrogant gal...
so if who ever is not happy with a arrogant gal, just f**k off..
nobody cares...

to my understanding of arrogant :
proudly contemptuous: feeling or showing proud self-importance and contempt or disregard for others

know what i am a arrogant person..
you can't do anything to help..

at least now sometime make me feel better..
burger family wan to party next sat..
happy happy happy...

2010-03-26T14:35:00.002+08:00

hi everyone,

i'm so plain lazy to blog during holiday.

even though i slacking around at home..

doing some part time work..

but this day i have a new aims!

i setting a shoes business with my hunny.

so please support me at when i start to sell okay!!!

=))))) thanks!

but right now i'm at hunny house blogging..

and hunny, herself is resting on the bed cause she is sick.

poor thing, hunny get well soon okay!!!

anyway, result should / actually is out.

but i didn't wan or need to see.

hee.. plus, my password to login in already expired.

hahaha....

lazy.......bb

2010-02-22T13:41:00.001+08:00

i had a two person bbq on sat...
me and reuben...
but my sister come along just to eat...
good lo.........

2010-02-19T15:23:00.003+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone,
i know is a bit too late..
but it's better than noting.

let start with 14 feb,
at 0.00am when to chinatown with baby to see those chinese new year stuff.
came back at 3am. cause we walk till 1 plus then after that when to eat supper..
it was also valentine day, so baby give me a box of hand made cookie for me..
so sweet of him.. but my family also have two bigger box of cookie from him,
which mean the cookie not only scepically for me but also my mummy and ah ma plus auntie...
hahaha... but he was sweet enough to do it for me. cause i didn't do anything for him..
i am sorry, baby.. u still wan me right. =))

15 feb,
baby came to my house collected 4 or 5 hongbao..
then i went to his house also.. but poor me only got one..
haha.. he is going to call me when he saw this.
then we went to catch movie at orchard..
wait.. let me think what we watch....
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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16 feb,
when somewhere with baby.
but can't remember what we have done.
my STM is getting worse..

17 feb,
i think stay at home play majong

18 feb,
stay at home,
ohh plus bought baby back home to teach him play majong.
haha..
he got more to learn.

19 feb,
haha.. now slacking at home to play majong.
wanted to go swimming.
no one is free to company me.
hurhur...

p.s i think going to play majong to kill time now.

2010-02-13T13:47:00.002+08:00

ytd was last paper. yeah!!! cool!!!
after the paper go home to pack my room..
went out with baby,
then go bbq with W35B..
damn fun.. really cool..
especially the dancing part.. hahahax..
after which,
baby, send and fetch me..
while waiting he went to his friend house..
next time i also wan to go...

chinese new year is coming in few hours time....
but i still dun have the mood yet..
why..i am so lazy to do anything right now..
i need rests....

2010-02-08T22:13:00.003+08:00

test is stress enough..
but with additional of family will make me krazy...
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luckily there is friend and baby around me ...
one paper down..
tml will be another paper,
follow on till friday...
jiayou jiayou..
p.s i hate cat.. but this is a cute 1...

my current mind is full of problem sloving and math...
god... save me...

2010-02-04T13:22:00.010+08:00

pictures from thailand..
went with family..
shopping over there will make you go crazy..
food there is cheap and nice..
god... i wish to go again..
but with friend not family...

p.s pic to be contiuned...
lazy ahhh

2010-01-26T16:08:00.012+08:00

today was my faci, chris last lesson
we took a lot pic with him..
we love him...
he is really a good and funny faci that i have never met before..
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too many to pic to load. lazy...
just this la...
and my faci, chris is cute right...
=)

2010-01-25T13:15:00.003+08:00

rainbow always appear after rainy day...
i see my raindow appearing soon... i hope...
and now is my turn to return favour =)

i will add the colour myself, slowly.

2010-01-23T16:28:00.001+08:00

today went out with burger family...
we bought clothes..
and took lot of picture..
but not with me..
so waiting for them to upload..
fries and lion..
faster lei..
i wan to update them de..
where are they??
hee...

where and when is our oversea trip coming..
but i broke alr..
bleahx...
hee...

picture will be update soon...
=)

2010-01-21T08:46:00.002+08:00

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

it telling you what kind of person i am now...

2010-01-20T14:57:00.001+08:00

learning to be contented....

contented - quietly happy and satisfied: peacefully happy and satisfied with the way things are, or with what you have done or achieved

2009-12-05T15:54:00.002+08:00

this is upated for my birthdays...(i know i like fucking long ago) bear with me..
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this was ben and jerry with reuben

my 20 rose from reuben
balloon from cass.hunny
all the present from friends.inculde
wifey,lingg,juan,leon,edmund,ah dai and sam
cass,davi,fiona and joiver
wanman and jiaqi
evi,june,myo,baba,martin,jana,ida,dan and W35B la(too many to name)
last but not least.
reuben

there are a surprise party for reuben..
but picture was not sent to me ..
so can't update...
sorryy

ps. i like to thanks everyone of you that ihave mention above for spenting so much.
i have enjoy myself and love the present very much.
i love you guys. muacks

2009-11-16T19:23:00.005+08:00

hee..
forget to blog about my one year with baby!
anyway, thanks wifey, hunny,ling, juan and leon for ur wishing.

on 7 nov( like 9 days ago) on sat was me and reuben one year!
ya! this one year is really the longest relantionship ever for me..
close friend should know about this...
anyway, i bought him a superman tee.. (to wear on our brithday) tee hee..
he bought a couple ring..
and we went to Ms to walk around shop for davis present..
then we went to sunset way for dinner( wifey intro de)..

pic tooks.. but upload soon!! hee...
lazy la...

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oh ya!
today was the last day of UT1 (Understanding Test (aka open book Test))
hee.. super happy!
so now i have concentrate on other things now!
finally!!
=)

p.s reuben ang zhien, where is my blog picture!!!!
how long ago already???!!!!

2009-11-03T20:44:00.003+08:00

shit!
i'm stuck in phyics
i dun even know how to do a single practice question..
arrrrrrrgggggggg.....
can someone help me???...
it's pissing me off....

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2009-10-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

baby, just spoil my blog!!!
seriously in deep shit!!!
hurhur...
baby, u going to do it back for me!
by yourself, no help from wifey!

-reuben... haha minor thing only laaa. relax relax.
baby, i want that picture of yours!!!!

-shan... stop destroying my blog.. you asshole

2009-10-22T20:03:00.005+08:00

boo!
today skip school.hohoho
shiok!
went to baby place to eat breakfast.
then to west coast for pool game..
after that went to bugis for subway..
chit chat till 5plus went back to school..
cause i want to install photoshop!
then we took lot of pic!
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baby say pic have to place before the text... =(

2009-10-19T14:50:00.002+08:00

i wish to disappear for a moment...
a moment to let me know the reason for me to live..
life = live, eat, drink and sleep?
even though u are fucking rich..
wad u do?
u wan more money...
but when u are poor,
wad u wan?
also money!
so u live for money?
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why am i thinking of all this.
because i'm fucking bored in school!
really bored..
phone low batt..
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someone tell me the reason why god wan us to live?

2009-10-19T09:52:00.002+08:00

i have some kind of mixed feeling!
i don't feel like staying in class now!
damn it!

2009-10-14T08:26:00.002+08:00

morning everyone.
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i'm in a one man team? no one is here. god!
ohhh.. ytd night while i was bathing my bracelet broke..
baby bought for me... hurhur...
going to fix it.. (must)

2009-10-13T17:21:00.003+08:00

finish my RJ..
two RJ done... finally...
both more than 350 word. took me an hour plus...
dun say i'm hardworking.. because 300 word is the requirement..
now is already 5.30pm.. and i'm still in sch waiting..
waiting for baby to come and fetch me..
i'm going to watch free movie later..
but my pms is killing me...

i'm waiting....
i'm still waiting...

2009-10-08T17:35:00.001+08:00

hi ppl!
i'm back to blog.
dun worry! i'm still alive. =)
hahaha!!!!
anyway, cass.hunny is just right beside me giving tutuion to a gal call hui lun.(also my new friend)
today is also my fourth day of school.
met new friend, new faci, new chapter....
brain going to die more too...

anyway, i just wondering if anyone would help me to take over my part time job.

ohhh... forget to mention that ytd was my 11 month with baby!
he came over to my house with a cake surprise!
hee.. so happy!
happy 11 month baby! one more month to our 1 yr
pic will be uploaded soon!

2009-07-27T12:47:00.001+08:00

All of the 14 people must do this quiz,
unless he/she doesn't have a blog.
Write the name of 14 people you can think off your head
Then answer the question.(Not in order)

1. Reuben
2. wifey
3. darLing
4. Leon
5. Juan
6. cassandra.hunny
7. baby.fiona
8. liyana
9. sandral
10. jia qi
11. wan man
12. yujing
13. Huiying
14. Esther

1.How did you get to meet 7?
Secondary school

2. What would you do if you & 13 never met?
idk

3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date?
i trust my no.1! (yujing u wan to kill me)

4. Have you ever seen 14 cry?
no! esther always carry a sweet smile on her face.

5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple?
Haha, Leon and wan man! i will laugh my ass off!! ( i think 3 will kill the both of them)

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
of cos! she has a beautiful eyes and a sunshine smile. she make people day shine.

7.What's 2's favourite colour?
my wifey fav colour is blue!!!!

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
last week on msn i chat with sandral?! ops!!

9. What language does 8 speak?
she is a malay but her malay sux! (lol) i think her chinese is better than malay. but she is damn good in english. she is my english teacher. haha..

10. Who is 13 going out with?
ops! that have to ask she personally!

11.What grade is 12 in?
yujing is in RP same class with me. wad a question! (so people who knows me should know wad grade she is in)

12. Would you ever date with 10?
of cos! i date 10 out recently. we went to chill. last time we always like to go library together to do big project. lol.

13.Where does 5 live?
Choa Chu Kang / Marsiling. lol

14. What's the best thing about 3?
She's my darling ! ( same answer with yujing) as a RP student i need to explain. she is very good gal. hardworking. good memory. a good gf. good wife. but too bad she is not available.

15.What would you want to tell 10 now?
wang jiaqi, faster get a boyfriend!

16. What the best thing about 8?
She's a very strong gal. she's pretty babe. she's very good in art. she's good in everthing.

17. Have you ever kissed 5?
of cos i kiss juan before. maybe we kissed up to 2 times? right juan!! lol

18. What was the best memory you have with 7?
alot. so many to mention. chill, drinking and stay up late.

19. When's the last time you're going to see 6?
crazy! she is my hunny! we will always meet up!

20. How is 14 & 12 different?
esther and yujing.. erm... i only can think of their big big smile on their face. different... erm..
ohh..i know already.. esther is a good gal and yujing is a naughty gal.. lol

21.Is 6 pretty?
of cos my hunny is a pretty! she is hot too!

22. What was the first impression of 11?
wan man! lol!!! she is a very quiet and friendly person. (always with big smile too) but when u know her. full of crap!!! haha..

23.How did you meet 5?
In dover campus! hee..

24. Is 1 your best friend ?
of cos! he's not just my bf! also best friend, my lover, my everything la.

25.Do you hate 12?
No. why do i hate yujing. unless she date my No.1

26. Have you seen 4 on the last month?
yes! last last week at cwp. eat dinner.

27.When was the last time you said to 3?
erm.. said wad? but i think i haven't seem darling quite sometime.

28. Have you been to 5's house?
Yes of cos. when i was drunk! stay over at her house. lol. good memory!

29.When's the next time your gonna see 10?
this week or next week. not comfirm.

30. Are you close to 13?
quite close recently.

31. Have you been to a movie with 4 before?
Yes of cos. but that was very long ago. leon hate to watch funny movie with me. hee..

32.Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?
No. i don't remember i have anything trouble with oreth.lol.

this tag is super long. ahhhh... thanks to yujing! =)
dun worry, i dun hate you for this. hee..

2009-07-14T18:56:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to my dearest hunny!

this entires belong to her.
the 8th year of friendship.
from sec 1 till now...
how much things we both have went thru..
from a group of 4 gal till three..
then to two..
and now became three... (me, caass and fiona)
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the story about the us can't be finish in one two day.
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Caring
Adorable
Sexy
Sunshine smile
Awesome
Naggy
Davis's gal
Reliable
Amazing
that what cassandra stand for!

happy birthday hunny! i wish the best for you!
tml going to meet you.

2009-07-13T19:55:00.004+08:00

monday blue....
sciences today.. it sux.. i know noting about it.
but i was missing my baby boy so badly. =)
during lesson looking at his pic and keep smiling..
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i have a wonderful weekend with baby.
sat morning went to mac with my baby boy.
cause baby hagen wanted to eat mac.
we bring him to eat mac then play ball ball then playground.
so fun.
when i went back home, mummy ask me to company her to chinatown
so baby follow ask us along to chinatown.
baby went out with my family.
at night we went for seafood dinner.
such afun sat! hee...
sunday went out to buy present.
my baby so sweet cause he drive me around to buy present.
in short! i just love my weekend so so much!
i'm such a happy gal!
i love REUBEN ANG the most. =)
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i miss you!

p.s. pic will be uploaded

2009-07-09T00:28:00.005+08:00

boo!
suprise!
anyway today is my young sister birthday!
happy 15th birthday to you!

and i went back to school today.
that feeling sux to the max.
but it was so great to see darling, cass, baby, wifey, and friends from W16G message.
asking me to get well.
love you guys!

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i miss my baby boy!
i done this poster for him to paste at his camp cupboard.
so sweet of me!
i know! lol!
we are planning for a oversea trip again!
yeah! yeah!
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i dun seem worry about my science UT which is another two more day!
gosh! i should be doing my practice question.
but why am i blogging and chatting with liping!
anyway, i was having a great time talking with liping.
hee..
i hope to get a good news from her soon.
she knows what i mean! lol

2009-07-07T14:53:00.002+08:00

i'm sick!
MC for two day..
not more shanshine.. been sleep almost two days already!!!
but i have wifey and baby to cheer me up!
thanks so much.
i love you two so so much!
anyway, i saw cass.honey blog!
make me so happy!
she want me to be her bridesmaid.
yeah!!!
omg! so so happy!!!
=)
anyway tml going back to school.
pray hard that i going to be fine.
if not i will miss my UT.

2009-07-01T11:00:00.004+08:00

today the first of july,
six more day is going to be a year that going out with mr ang.
i remember very well that the first date we went out was a monday 7/7/08
anyway, i should be doing my math right now. hee
but decide to put a side. (cause i don't know how to do.)

back to the long long time ago when we are stranger..
when me and reuben met together in IT2M,
both of us didn't know each other exit in class,
it all thanks to yijuan, because she like to disturb me.
but i forget why of all people she disturb me and reuben.
she will always shout HUISHAN then REUBEN..
since then the two of us being tag team together to bully juan back.
after that yijuan give my number to reuben. ( also because she want to disturb me)
he sms me after school, and after a BBQ thingy, he got a chance to talk to me more.
after that we been smsing, msning and talking all day all night, even in class.
nobody knows something fishy between the two of us.
why we hide because there is alot of reason(mostly bcos we are in the wrong).
after months later thinking that we are both ready to be together.
we will wrong again. (due to our past relationship)
we have quarrel, cold war, almost break up.
a lot of time i always the one who choose to give up.
said a lot of hurtful thing to him. really a lot.
but he always have the patience with me.
we walk through all the bad time together, took a lot of time to do it.
now things have get better. and i believe we can do better than this.
reuben ang will agree with me.. right?! (if you dare to say no, you watch out!)lol

to be honest, he is not as good as i say.
because he is not flawless, neither am i!
he has bad point that you dun see but i see it.
he is a gross person (i shall not tell you detail thing cos is between me and him)
he is a slacker
he used to be a smoker/ drinker/ gamble (quit for months) i'm still proud of him till now!
he looks at gals ( but always deny) he claims that he have REDUCE only GLANCE!
i think i shall stop here. if i will to list out everthing, he will because the worse boyfriend on earth. haha...
why i always blog about his plus point only.
because i only remember the happy thing this will make life easy for myself.
why do i want to make things complicated. everyone have flaw. me too..
to be fair with mr ang :
i throw temper at him even it not his fault
i order him around when i have pms
i always the one who pick up the fight.
i look at guy even he is beside me.

my point here is in we give in to each other.
dun always think that guy must give in to you(gals).
guy also want the galfriend to sayang.
even my big baby sometime give me temper because he want attention from me.
he want me to sayang him.

to my dearest baby:
thanks for your everthing, your call in the morning to see whether i wake up, afternoon to see have i eaten my lunch, night to ask me how is my day and sing me barney song together. smsing me all day and night. especially the long long text. your email or letter to surprise me. msning and webcam when i dun have time to talk to you cause i'm doing work. going to place i wan to go. eating food that i crave for. buy me meal and clothes. thanks so much. the surprise , love and concern from you is really contented. i love you, reuben ang. i miss you badly.
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2009-06-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

today, staying at home and do elearning!
oh man! this is worse then not going to school.
i rather go school.
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!
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baby have book out alr.
he cheated on my feeling.
bcos he say that sat then he will book out.
but suddenly tell me he is coming already.
boo! surprise!
i'm a happy and loved gal!

2009-06-24T15:19:00.000+08:00

today went out with hunny.cass and baby.fiona after school,
actually only me and hunny cause we went to pasta first then do little shopping
happy gal.
after that we went to mac to chill while waiting for fiona to come.
can't blame her. she was busy in her work.
then the three of us start to take a lot of crazy shot.
i think the people inside mac is looking at the three crazy but pretty gal! LOL!!!
pic uploaded.
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this three crazy gal are happy at this moment!
we must meet up soon again!

2009-06-23T19:16:00.003+08:00

baby with eyeliner! lols
a little bit slim down! only a bit!!!!
me and baby!

boo!
pictures uploaded!
pictures took on sat.
erm, let start on friday.
the first day he book out, i went all the way to tampines to pick him up.
i know i'm a sweet galfriend ( dun have to mention it)lols
anyway, we went to his house, my house and go out till late night. =)
next day, we went to MS eat han's, window shopping then dinner at newton circle.
newton's stringray is the best! i can have the whole plate for myself!
this saturday we going again! this time order a bigger plate all for myself. hee.
can't wait for friday to come to see my baby!

anyway, today we for a CE talk with yudi, sathya and esther.
wifey and her friends were there too.
wifey, you better watch out! ni mo wo de pi ku!!!

2009-06-19T10:13:00.002+08:00

~~WHAT HAVE I DONE to make my file gone!!!~~
TMD!!! damn it!
god help me!
i found it already! hee! =)

2009-06-15T18:42:00.002+08:00

today is a monday! ( everyone knows)
today school reopen again!
but it wasn't as bad as i expected.
was fun and full of laugther.
cause my group got two joker (zeren and jackson) plus me(shanshine) and esther (miss smilely)
we were doing work and laughing at the same time.
after school nobody fetch me home alr.
i miss those day when baby will fetch me from school.
even though school and my house is damn near
i know i'm pamper by mr ang!
but he do it willingly! lol
oh today i went for lunch with wifey and darling too.(hope more to come).
and walk to station with wifey!
we have a good laugh over something! (wifey, is a sceret cannot say)
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today elaine dress like a HOT babe!
cause going out with her mr boyfriend(songren)!
envy! can see each other everyday!
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i must learn to be contented!!!
anyway, friday is coming soon!
i can't wait to see my baby! =)
i'm telling everyone, i'm seeing my baby this friday!
haha! 3 more days to go!
2 week seem like months to me!
but whatever it is i have went throught the 2 weeks!
i miss mr ang!

2009-06-09T15:10:00.013+08:00

Boo! every long since i blog!

dun worry, i'm still alive! lol! ( who care!)
anyway, let talk about what have happened to me since i last blog.
ermm.. let start with me and my baby!
on the first day of my school holiday which is 30 may to 4 june.
we have been going out together.
and because he has rented a car, we have been going out till minnight or up to 4am.
mummy didn't scold. she seem to trust me with reuben ang a lot. ( i'm happy about that)
and why we been going out only till 4 of june because now he is serving for the nation.
his is now a full time solider!
who fight for the nation,
who serve singapore.
haha, so in short he is now a ~~NS man~~(NSF according to leon)!!!!not a boy but a man!!! =)
and i also follow him to cut hair, now he is a botak, fat but handsome and cute boyfriend! lol
anyway on 4 june, me and his friend (cai) went to send him to tekong ( i never cry! i'm a strong gal)
ever since 4 june i have been missing him! 2 week later then i will see him!!
let take a look at his botak hair!

no more IC for him!
his 11b (he use to be this thin )

and on the 1 june!!!!! is my dearest wifey birthday!
me and my baby have did a wonderful job for this surprise party.
round of applause for us! but of cos, we also got help from darling, sam, juan, leon, siyu and last but not least my dearest sister, huiying! all of us have enjoy. (i hope) happy.
we went to west coast park to BBQ. chill and have laughter. pic for prove!

blindfold wifey since she is inside the car!
the present for her!

the group pic!

my fav pic!

what is my bf doing with my sister! (tou qing)

the three huii( huiling, xiaohui, huishan)

the four gal in shelly! (shan, huii, ling and yijuan)

all the gals!
wifey, i hope you have a big surprise on that day! =)

and yesterday,w16G went to west coast park!
i dun know why ever since i know reuben ang! i have been going to west coast countless time!
anyway, w16G have enjoy and took a lot of pictures!
but i wasn't really enjoy.
not because it is not fun.
it due to my pms! ( it really hurts)
i went home early!
pictures will updated soon!
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W16G (wonderful 16 Gals actually is block w1 level 6 class G)

look at jackson(in blue) damn funny!.
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monday: wonderful 16 gals outting!
tuesday: meet wifey!
wednesday: meet leon!
thursday: clean up my room...
friday: renew passport! hahaha... hoilday! holiday!holiday!
saturday and sunday: dinner with family!
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next week school going to start already!!!
yeah! i am going to be stress in work again!
means i'm not going to be bored to death.

yestersday, i saw elaine and songren this sweet couple.
tease and scolding each other.
make me think of me and my baby boy.
even west cost park also remind me alot of things.
i hope this sweet couple last long!
our class first couple! aiseh!

i miss my baby boy!
i miss you, reuben ang!
i miss quarreling with you!
i miss teasing you!
i miss biting you!
i miss slapping you!
i miss pitching you!
i miss your everything!
i miss your hugs and kisses!
i miss you badly!

i love reuben ang zhien! i have noting to hide!

i miss my baby!

2009-05-19T15:43:00.001+08:00

today is a shit day!
first thing in morning kena step on my foot with a high heel!
it super hurts.
then in school, kena scold by faci!
this is really crap!
how do we know wad is your expectation?
angry angry angry!
then our group have to do the presentation again.
damn it. do we have any choice.
redo again lo. but we still kena scold.
arrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggg....
tml got UT!!!

2009-05-16T12:10:00.001+08:00

As time files, the day draw nearer. The more i think i get more worried. I should think positive and enjoy myself as much as I can with baby now. i remember last time in ite life was so relax and peace. haix.. but this is life! I know! i will get use to it soon. If i have a choice to choose will i still go to RP again?

Last time in school was so easy, i text and call baby every day. I can enjoy my lunch time happily. Talk with wifey, darling, juan and leon. That why so fun. I didn’t expect now in the same school with wifey and darling, but we haven’t meet up for more than a week in school. If we happen to see each other is just pure coincided. I just hope that i can just have a good time with them soon. Without any PPT or WS in mind to finish.

Yesterday night, my entire good friend should have received my text. I hope i never miss out anyone of you. Which i don’t think so. I know i haven’t met up with all of you. I hope this simple text i send out ytd let you all know that i never forget any of you, even how busy i am. To all my bestie, i hope all of you are doing well not just fine.

Last and not least to my baby boy, i would want to thank you for every single thing you did for me.

And sometimes i’m too busy that i didn’t or forget to text you or call you. But you always so understanding when i explain to you. Remember that are not excuse! Is reason!! Haha..

You should come all the way from clement to wdl to fetch me from school and bring me out for dinner.

You will buy me food for the next day lunch because you know i’ll skip my lunch.

You will come to my house with food for my family.

You will give in to me when every time i get angry even i get unreasonable at time.

You will carry me up the stair because i’m lazy or to make me laugh.

You will seem to give me the whole world thing if you can.

You will give me a surprise all of the sudden.

You done so much but i still giving a bad attitude and go over you. I’m sorry. I try to behave okay.

But you also got no choice but to accept all this. Haha.. too bad your girlfriend are too demanding.

Let have some update about me and my baby on the 6 month anniversary, he surprise me with heart shape candle and a lovely bling bling bracelet from heart to heart.(pic will update soon) i ask him the price. But he dun want to let me know how much he bought. He says what matter most is I’m happy and as long as i love it. yes i love it alot. Now i know happiness is not just saying but action can be done.

Maybe you have the most handsome boyfriend but in my eyes he is the most handsome and sweetest guy.

Maybe you have a boyfriend who drive a car which cover the hot sun and heavy rain but i have pony the bike to take me around looking for food that i crave for. (Baby, in time to come you will buy me a car right! haha)

Maybe you have a rich boyfriend who buys you whatever you want but i have a boyfriend willing to buy me stuff even knowing that he will have to suffer for the rest of the month. (Baby, next time your pay is mine and what is mine is mine right! haha)

But whatever it is, i just want to say thank to my baby. Who love me as much as my mother loves me. And don’t compare your boyfriend with other’s boyfriend. Because he is the best for you. You know it best! If he is not the best! So give him a call now and dump him. haha. Kidding! What I’m trying to say is to learn to appreciate what other has done for you.

I have such long time to blog because the kuku boyfriend still sleeping, now i have to go get ready to go out. Oh yesterday i met up with leon and juan. I hope the two of them are doing well now. Stay loving always!

2009-05-11T16:07:00.001+08:00

everyone is playing CS in the class now!!!
i'm having headaches!
it hurts. pms hurts too...
going to rain soon.
sux...
things will be updated soon.
meeting baby...

2009-05-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

thanks to baby!
today went to sembawang to eat dinner.
at Aston to have a small celebratation.
i have gave him small surprise.
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today i also learn more on the bike!
but i almost bang the baby. lol

happy 6 month anniversary!

2009-05-07T17:00:00.002+08:00

today having enterprise lesson.
there is the first time i enjoy this lesson.
and the whole class is so entu..
cause everyone want to learn more and get high grade.
but at the same time i really felt like shit...
i dun wan to name the people out..
but they know themsleves best!!!
you are hated by TEO HUI SHAN!!!
cause u dun f***ing want to improve yourself!
when u dun f***ing care about anything for the PPT!
they didn't do anything for the PPT.
they didn't contributes anything for the slides.
i dun care whether u like it a not.
cause u dun even f***ing care for urself.
why should i care to keep your face!

but at the same time i felt sorry cause ganesh and elaine have try to help.
but the thing was credit to me.
i'm sorry! pls dun hate me.

2009-05-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

This is MY liyana(bestie)..
she is using the hand to cover her pimples!! lol
this is liyana's art piece... is copyright!!!
this was all done by liyana.

oh my god, my bestie can do all this thing out.
she do all the reseach.
she done the map, design, the detail of all the history thingy about all the malay building or street.
and is all true..
i got a friend who is going to be a media designer... (i dun know the correct name of it)
i'm proud of her!
gal, i wish u all the best in everything.

i have a promise with her,
if i get marry before her,
my daughter will name after her.
so my daughter will be called liyana Ang! lol
so if she get marry before me,
she will ... (oppss forget to get the answer from her!)
hee..

i also have a friend who will became a lawyer(sandral)
i know i haven't meet up with her. sorry!
i still remember that my sister owe u the o level thingy.
=)

2009-05-06T08:58:00.001+08:00

ytd after school went for a talk with darling,
cause wifey was hold due to the lesson.
after the talk, darling went home.
i went to meet baby.
we went to eat my seafood. (craving since 1 week ago)
after tat went to super market to shop. lol
then went back to my house to put the stuff... lol
after we went to a nearby cacrpark.
haha... baby teach me to ride bike..
soso happy... i can ride bike... yeah...

when going back home, baby carry me to walk the stairs..
wow.. 25 steps!! strong baby..

oh MY GOD!
today is math lesson..
yujung and dickson didn't come to school..
and left wtih 2 person who with ermm...
s***!!!

2009-05-03T12:48:00.002+08:00

updates on ytd outing!
didn't took any pic cause left my phone at home.
and stupid baby bring a low batt phone out. lol
anyway, ytd me, baby, ying, mum,auntie and gandma went to malaysia.
i woke up at 6 to give baby a morning call.
so after that i went nback to sleep.
when he reach and door bell ring.
i was still in lala land. haha..
so gandma open the door for him.
then i was wake up by auntie to wash up.
we went malaysia in the morning 8am!!
omg! is damn early.
reach there we eat breakfast, then carrfour then gaint then eat lunch again!!
is a eating day! all of us eat nonstop.
breakfast then ice-cream then yougurt and lunch plus drink dessert and side dishes!
things is cheap so eat a lot!
haha...
i felt so big now!!!

boo, i miss you!!

2009-05-02T00:24:00.009+08:00

late update..on (thur 30/04)
picture of me, hunny, davis and my baby!!
we went to chimes to chill..
the drink was really nice..
since very long i drink..
and thanks to hunny and fiona idea to celebrate for my baby.
muack! you guys rock!

me and my hunny.. she is hot babe!! trust me
me and baby when the drink are still not there yet.
hunny and her dear..
our first drink!!this pic was suggest by hunny!
haha.. they are comparing whose mouth is bigger!!
thanks hunny and davis for coming down to drink with me and baby!
even thought fiona is not there with us.
but still have to thanks you for the idea! =)

2009-05-01T23:34:00.006+08:00

Today in the afternoon, baby came over to my house with rojak.
Lol. Dun knows since when he became so sweet to my family.
Actually he is sweet.
Then he and my sister start to quarrel.
That always happens when the two of them see each other.
I dun know why they must quarrel every time.
Then wait for them to resolve the problem, me and baby went to PS trying to watch a movie.
But due to the crowd and the long queues of people..
We didn’t say anything but automatically we walk away.
We walk around Plaza Sing (PS) then to bugis.
We went to bugis just to eat strawberry strudels.
We order half the strudels thinking that will be all for our dinner.
But after eating it we saw the shop beside it was having long queues.
So we just took at look at the food menus and end up inside the shop eating dinner again.
Oh my god!!! That is why I never can make my diet come true. Is all baby faults.
So while eating took picture of baby eating.
Saw the PINK thingy on his hand.
That belongs to mine.
I force him to wear it while eating and riding.
Haha. I kept laughing at the back.
Anyway, tml he will be following me and my family to Malaysia.
Dun know what kind of joke he will come out again. haha
Can’t wait for tml to come. Lol..
And because my family going in very early in the morning.
So today we went back home very early so that he can go home to rest more and be able to wake up tml.
Baby dun be late.. 7.31 we will leave the house.. you are late then say bye bye to you.. haha

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strawberry strudel..... nice!!!!

see the plate and u know how nice it is.....baby took this pic..

look at his hand... (the PINK thingy) lol..
after strudel and he can still eat all this.. haha..

baby, thanks for everything today!
Tomorrow going malaysia already!!
yeah!!

2009-04-29T16:53:00.008+08:00

this is W16G gals. that's not all.. cause there is a few more gal.. but they already left..

This is W16G boys not yet man.. lol.. oppss

W16G rox....

w16G is a group of fun people!

W16G have Great people!

W16G is a bunch of friendly people.

all of us took this picture in class after school.
that why not all of us in the picture.
but this group of people is really fun and easy going.
have alot of laugher when u are with them.
even you are stress in work they have their ways to make you laugh.
i believe there will be more pic and fun thing coming out.
=)

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Call baby while i'm blogging.
he always complain that i forget about him.
this boyfriend got alot of complain.
he is a complain king!
i got no choice.
but to stick with him.. lol..
okay.. i bet that he will call me when he see this..
and start to complain again..
=) opps baby!!

36 days to countdown to baby NS.

2009-04-28T17:54:00.005+08:00

I’m in school right now.
Stay back willing to finish up my stuff.
Also waiting for baby to come pick me up at 6 plus.
So meanwhile email, blog and do RJ.
Actually should be meeting Juan. But due to my lesson which is drag till 4 plus.
End up didn’t meet her. Sorry Juan.

pic of baby 1 year back only!

this is baby,
but that was 2 to 3 years back when i still haven't know him.
very cute and handsome right!
NOW! erm... still handsome but.....
haha.
you people know what i trying to say here right? lol
dun laugh at my baby! later i beat you ah! lol
but he going to be fit again when he go NS!
right baby? haha.
i miss you!
where are you? i'm waiting for you!
faster! faster! faster!

37 days to countdown to baby NS.
This is miserable

2009-04-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

when u see someone cry that does not mean she/he is weak.
when u dun see that person cry that does not mean she/he is strong!

recently, i get piss off very easily.
controlling myself on my temper.
i know i have been unreasonable at times.
giving you hard times.
i'm sorry baby.
i just need sometimes to calm down.

and sis say something to me.
she ask me to space some time with her.
which i suddenly felt that i have neglect her for some time.
i'm so sorry.
since a long time i have a heart to heart talk with her.
bitching about someone.
laughing our heart out.
is so long i did thing with her.

then i also neglect baby while blogging.
he feel sad cause he think that blogging is more important then him.
sorry, i know i have also neglect him.
when i start school i have text and call him lesser.
i'm so sorry, baby.

not only to this two important person.
there is also alot of ppl out there i neglected for some time alr.
like my family. my shelly(wifey,ling,juan and leon), my burger family(lionand fries), cass.hunny & fiona.baby last but not least my two bestie(liyana and sandral)
i miss you all so so much!!!
i never forget about you all.
i still remember you and miss you!
hope to see u all soon!!

2009-04-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

Everyone look here!!!
who will u all believe?!
me or Reuben ang??
cause he claim that he never scold me before(mean sometime but not always)!
which he did scold me before!!!
is true!
pls vote who do u believe!
thanks!

2009-04-27T12:52:00.005+08:00

STRESS!

the only word that can describle me now!

2009-04-26T16:14:00.000+08:00

Ytd (25/4) wake up every early in the morning to wait for baby call.
But end up I’m calling him in the afternoon.
then we over to PS to caught the movie (Fast And Furious 4)
is a must watch! BUT..
We are so unlucky cause.. There are a bunch of monkey(children) sitting be hide us!
So noisy and the worst part is they started to throw popcorn at me.
Then I tell baby... guess wad!
Baby when to complain to the auntie who brings the kids out.
He is Fierce. So dun bully him or me!
haha.. He will scold u.. but at times he scold me too..
anyway,after that we went to bugis then to sembawang then yishun then sembawang again.
lol. Because baby fault. Cannot make up his mind.
Went back home around 12.

today (26/4)
working as promoter.. till 5plus.
Went back home with hunny.cass..
Chat with her while going back home.
Anyway, we decide to meet up on coming Thursday to celebrate baby enlistment.lol
ya, Reuben ang is going to serve NS soon. very very soon.
around 1 month plus which is 4 of june.
i just hope he is going to be fine.
=)
yeah! he is going to be handsome and fit again!!
haha..
but i'll miss him badly.. very badly....
okay. now going to watch tv and rest!

2009-04-22T12:32:00.002+08:00

boo! everyone.
school is drving me really crazy.
my brain cell have been all use up in school.
everytime when i go back home i'll be so tired.
go bath and lay on the bed to do RJ then i will fall asleep alr.
sometime talking on the phone with baby.
i will also fall asleep.
i'm so sorry.

okay now i should be doing my PPT but member is so restless now.
everyone is so tired and lazy to do.
okay, let get work done.
and just to remind all of u.
this is only my 3rd day of school already start complaining about all this things.
this feel like shit.
aarrrrrrrgggggggg...............

i miss studying in sec sch and ITE!
that was so relax and easy!

2009-04-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

hi everyone.
first of all, i want to congrat to juan and leon.
happy for the both of them.
hope they will stay happy and loving!

and next annoucement is i'm getting marry with Reuben Ang!!!
lol! aiseh! kidding!
maybe in dun know how many donkey years time then i'll get marry.
cause i say this because want more happy and exciting news to come..lolx
but i'm just joking!

but now i'm not joking.
i'm so busy in sch for my presentation (PPT).
because i this i have no time to eat.
can use this as a excuse to go on diet.
=) good way to slim down?!
really busy.

sorry to wan man and sandral.
everytime when u two chat with me in msn.
i didn't have the time to chat with u.
i'm really busy in school.
dun understand how ppl is so free to chat in msn and smsing.
i know work is coming. more and more work.
that mean more and more STRESS is coming!!
PPT is driving me crazy!

2009-04-14T09:54:00.003+08:00

yesterday went out with baby to eat sakura buffert.

i enjoy the whole time. and we actually decide to eat this few days ago.
so we didn't eat in the afternoon.
lolx. so by the time we reach, we are so super hungry.
we took the alot of food.
the table is full of food.
(i should have took a picture but i was so hungry.)
so when we finish, we start to go around and take food again.
the table is full again. so by the third round is an hour later.
(i went to the toilet after that start eating again)
we are still eating! we didn't stop eating till the shop is closing.
we eating the fourth round, baby say want to go toilet.
so follow him, wait for him to shit and when going back in.
he lose my face by opening the wrong doors. lolx.
oops baby! i didn't mean to tell everyone! hee.
people having been looking at us.
cause we are the one walking around, eating non-stop.
the people who walk in with us have already left but we are still eating our fruit and cake.
haha. after eating we went to have a slow walk around the park.
but we are too full to walk any longer.
so we stop and sit down but i was so sleepy.
my stomach seem to bust, so is he.

okay, baby just call me and complain.
this boyfriend always complain and throw my face!hee.
baby i always miss you. so dun have to see whether who name come first.

2009-04-10T00:19:00.009+08:00

wad are you doing now?
i'm thinking of you!
i miss you!
yeah! a few more hour i will see you for breakfast!
bring BIG baby and small baby out.
hee. excited!

2009-04-09T19:29:00.004+08:00

boo!
people, Teo HuiShan is now a Republic poly student.
now call and congrat her that she went to this best of the best poly ever.
hee. i'm just kidding! and i still hope that i won't regert going to rp.
please! cause i already pay for the enrolment fee and bought my owe laptop today.
is so super expensive. i'm broke to the max already.
i think from today to month end i need to eat bread and drink water.
i'm seriously very very broke. so dun ask me out!
cause i'm broke useless u want to treat me!
i'm not telling u a joke. take my word!
i'm thinking of working after school to earn extra cash.
anyone can intro me any work which is high pay and near my house.
anyway, i miss IT2M. i miss every single one of them.
i called Teo Min (IT2M classmate who is every 'cute') to ask her about her result for poly.
i miss talking to her. hee!

i miss my wifey, juan, ling and leon (shelly).
i miss fries and lion (burger).
i miss cass.honey and fiona.baby.
i miss sandral and liyana babe.
i miss everyone.
of course last but not least.
i miss mr ang.

2009-04-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

i'm a little bored today.
but i'm happy. cause is been a long time staying AT HOME..
and just wait for food to come, wait for tv program to start, wait for time to pass, wait for sky to drop and just ROT @ home... then went out at nite..
such a quiet day.
once a while i hope to be this quiet.
taking a off day from this world.
and dun think i'm feeling down, cause i'm not.
I'M HAPPY! cause i have everything i need.

oh yes, i want to say this to honey.
stay happy and loving with mr LI.
hope u two will last forever!
and i'm chatting with her now.

and happy birthday to jiawen,
sorry that i didn't went for your party.
stay happy. hope all your dreams come true.

god always want us to meet the wrong one before the right one.
so we will learn to treasure the right one.

2009-04-01T10:43:00.005+08:00

boo!
happy april fool!
yeAH! NEW post!
new start! and i got my result todAY!
wad a day to give result.
haha! i got my result gpa 3.
and this friday i will know the result for my poly!
i hope all my friends passes and get into poly!

anyway, is very long i have blog.
due to my old stupid laptop.
now a new laptop, new start. :)
last week went out with all friends.
monday meet baby
tuesday meet shelly and sandral
wednesday went out with mummy.
thursday went out with leon and saw liyana.
friday went out with baby.
sat after work go out with fiona.baby.
sunday after work with lion, fries and li ping.
since a long time a meet them.
i hope that everyone is fine. doing good.
today actually meeting sandral for lunch.
sorry to cancel last min.

got to go. byebye!