shanshine

she is full of love! she's crazy! she love to bites! she smells everything! she love her family and friends! she love to try out new things!
Oh yes, I love Teo hui shan very much, :)

~DKNY watch
~loewe handbag(dream bag)
~longchamp/lacoste/ ralph lauren tote bag
~coach medium wallet
~~~coach MINI SKINNY~~
~coach waistlet
~DSLR!
~~~iphone!~~
~levis jeans
~many many clothes
~Pass BTT!
~get rid of sweaty palm!
~loss weight!!

with you!
~~!sunset~~
!sunrise
~~!stars~~
~~!shooting star~~
~~!rainbow~~
!snow
~~!two people BBQ~~
!pinic again
!zoo
~~!cycling~~
!swimming
!tanning
!enshan(inside joke)

oversea trip!
*Taiwan
*Japan
*Korea 10'
*Hongkong 08'11'
*Thailand 07'10'
*china11'
*Indonesia
*Vietnam
*Cambodia
*France
*Australia
*America
*Europe
*LA
*Germany
*England
*Greece
*Italy
*canada
*New Zealand
*Sweden
*pratically everywhere i want to go*
i don't mind going on backpack!!!

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darLING
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liyana.Babe
Sandral.Babe
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Leon
yijuan.idiot
cassan
liping
chengling
Peiling
Nicholas.IT1B
Daphne.W16G
Huiying.W16G
YujingW16G
EstherW16G
Elaine.W16G
susan.W35B
shawn.W35B
eliza.sayang
jana.sayang
evi.sayang
izan.kuku
teehou.W35B
fyza.W35B

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Friday, March 18, 2011

i know i haven't been blogging for months.

i have let this space rot.

when i realize all this, i'm now in china.

months back i was excited over this 6 month trip.

weeks back i was scare to be here alone but i manage to handle it.

now i remember the day i left Singapore, leaving all my love ones there.

i feel lost.

to many, they felt that i was brave to decide this.

to many, they felt that i was just trying to prove something.

to many, they felt that i might not be able make it.

to many, they felt that i was fortunate to be here.

there are too many people for me to care.

but to me, i know/ i believe my love ones will support what i choice to do.

for this 6 month, i might be complaining a lot, i feel like why do i have to suffer here.

but i told myself i choose this path, i have complete this whole process. and i need to learn something here. i have to hold my tears. i have to take care of myself. compare to the people in japan suffering, i'n noting. i shall hold not regret.

coming to china alone need courage but i need more support from my love ones.

after coming to china, i have realize that people here are totally different from singpore.

they are not as nice as Singapore,

they are rude and uncultured people, dirty, no basic courtesy and more..

just a simple visa, i can't even complete by 2 week.

make a call to the center, they will refer to another center, when you call to the center,

they will ask you to call another center.

when you go to the office, they will say all kind of excuse to refuse your request.

e.g.your photo, your passport, your forms, your document ...

all kind of excuse they can come out.

i had been pissed by them.

they are a bunch of lazy and stupid people.

but i have to say that not all of them are like this.

luckily i have qing fang here.

she have been very nice and helpful to me.

but now i have to stamp my passport every 2 week. =(( i dun like to take boat.

and i will spent more $$. arggg..

p.s i miss you.

♥ Friday, March 18, 2011